The entire month of April is a hard one for our family. We know that the month must come to an end and Patrick's birthday always closes out the month.
He would have been 37 today.
We REALLY miss him.
His name comes up ATLEAST once a week around here if not more.
I know he is no longer with us but sometimes it feels like he is just busy.
I thought the pain would get better with time but I haven't experienced that yet. Neither has Tony.
I know what "I" feel in my heart. I can only imagine what Tony feels.
I went back through my blog and found the post when he passed away. If you are new, you can read it here .
Patrick was loved. Shoot Patrick is STILL loved.
I keep this picture of him on the top of my bookshelf. He's always watchin my back lol.
Between him and Tony I could do anything. I was superwoman lol. He had so much confidence in me. Y'all know I HATE alterations. I did some for him. Some Suits. Mannnn that tall dude lol. Patrick was BIG lol. I would only do stuff like that for him and Tony. Not even my daddy could make me hem his pants lol.
The tears flow but his memory lives on.
I wish he could see his son grow up. I wish he could see my kids grow up. They miss Uncle Pat.
We miss him too.
Love you always.