I haven't listened to Usher in I don't know how long, shoot...I don't even listen to R&B so I have NO idea why "Confessions" is stuck in my head lol.
During our superlong delay at the airport last Friday I seem to have found some quiet/down time and I started all this reflecting. I think it started before then but my busy days kinda drowned it out, not to mention I also seem to start reflecting this time of year. I talk to Old Girl Lady Lee a whole lot about everything (I'm sure she thinks I'm nuts lol) and she said something that really made me pause.
It made me think about school. When you have an assignment in your English class, you finish that assignment but you are STILL in English class. That class isn't over, just the assignment.
I had to REALLY, REALLY look inside and consider what she was saying. Once I "got it" I was good.
Before I got it, I was a MESS lol.
I had a series of events to just kinda happen one behind each other and I kept thinking it was ME. Once I got to the root of it all what I discovered was it wasn't me. The assignment was just over.
I'm starting a new Bible study (because truthfully my Bible studies got pushed wayyyyyyyyyyyy to the back because I wasn't focused, but more on that later) and I'm super excited about it because honestly anything God related was put on the backburner (more on that later) but I had a moment when I realized why certain things were happening. Once God got back in His place everything soothed out.
Ok, that's it for now :)