I seriously did NOT want to let go.
I wanted so much that two of them would see the change in me and want to do differently themselves.
Well what I'm learning is that God won't always use YOU to witness to someone else. I'm not talking about beating the Bible over their head, I'm talking about living your life before them.
One of the people, when ever we went out to dinner or when I was around them, I could NOT look them in the eyes, (That's a post for another time) and there was a general "I don't like the way I feel around you" type deal.
Another one was cool, but they didn't think for themselves. They were easily led by other people and umm well that's just not good.
The last one, there was a huge, huge, huge, emotional attachment and it was one that I'm just not able to deal with anymore and I had to let them know.
I don't think I'm ever rude so when I let them know that I really need to cut all ties, there was such a release. I wish I could explain it. I cried because I care deeply for them but them being in my life wasn't a good thing.
I'm so glad I'm not a people pleaser anymore. I thank GOD for deliverance in that area. Had I still been in that place I'm sure I would STILL be holding on and not doing what's best for me and my relationship with God.
If I can't be a blessing to you and I don't have ANY peace when I'm dealing with you, it's time to move on. I don't want to block someone else blessings and I SURE don't want them to block mine.
I thank God for letting me know when it's time to move on.
I REALLY pay close attention to the people I allow in my life and in my space. Physical space or mental space. I'm VERY careful.
Be careful who you are holding on to. Some people REALLY do just come in your life for a season.
Ok, that's it lol
I'm not perfect, just striving to be the woman God wants me to be. Keeping my life lined up with the WORD!